The Difference Between Us . . by falling-dark-star, literature
Literature
The Difference Between Us . .
I know why he chose you.
You were innocent && easy to mold.
You had never drank coffee or gotten high off of life.
You didn't have the need to be better than everyone at everything && to always be right.
You were simple && clean && pure && definitely not me in anyway.
While you were at home with you sister, I was in mosh pits && smoking a bowl.
I was making plans to leave for New York && live in a studio apartment.
Singing at the top of my lung, I was never quiet.
I was an actresses who didn't know how to stop acting.
I was assured one day they'd make movies about me.
My hair was always a bright, stand-out color.
&& I punched holes
"Upon my dark star I make my wishes. I wish to fall asleep, and never wake up. I wish for my lying hateful friends to get sent to hell where they'll burn, and the last thing you'll hear from them is their horrible screams. I wish that all the people who try to change me realize they don't really know who they are, and should stop worrying about me. I wish a lot of things upon my dark star, and only my dark star knows what I wish. It is so dark, but it shines far brighter than the truth. What can shine brighter than the truth? I'm sure that's what you're asking. Evil can shine brighter than the truth. My dark star is made of evil, and since I
"Forgotten Juliet how fair you sleep in pondering thought. You wonder why this life doesn't care about you. You wonder why you must meet your fate, and always be forgotten. Forgotten Juliet you wake, and start to cry. No one is there to wipe your tears. You reach out for your mirror. You look inside only to find a distorted weary look. You can't stand this forgotten soul, and throw the mirror down. You reach out for a peice of glass. How tender, and how sharp. You drag it across your arm. A wimper is let out. You, Forgotten Juliet, will be forgotten no more. A tragic life is ended in a horrible show. Laugh. You're dirfting off now. Your Romeo
What You're About by falling-dark-star, literature
Literature
What You're About
"I didn't know you could hurt me this bad. I didn't know what you were all about. Now I see you just wanna be you. You wanna be you know matter who you hurt. You're always right. I'm never good enough. You're always right. I'm just a fucked up kid. You're always right. I don't deserve to be here. I don't deserve to live."
Plunge Into Darkness' by falling-dark-star, literature
Literature
Plunge Into Darkness'
"I walked into the bathroom
And turned off all the lights
I plunged into the darkness
And with myself I had a fight.
Suddenly I was up again
I wonder if taws was real
Thinking of the things not to come
I had closed the final seal.
Then something pushed me backwards
A force I never knew
Wanting not to die
But a good life for me it drew.
I got up out the bath tub
And walked into my room
Wishing I would have stayed
And gone to meet my doom.
But here I am again
Not a word I shall not speak
Even plunging into the darkness
Sometimes a little light can leak."
"I don't remember doing
These cuts along my leg
Wondering all along
If this is a stupid plague.
Who is next I wonder
To come upon this pain
And finally on their death bed
They shall finally lay.
Glimpses came before
But they thought that they were over
Now all they can do
Is look at their body while they hover."
"I never lock my door
To feel the breath upon my neck
To be killed or kill
I am just a nervous wreck.
I hear the noises in my head
And the scenes I always play
The bad ones come at night
The good ones come at day.
Pounding on the door
And screaming to get out
Then silence over comes
She is dead without a doubt.
I stand there with my finger
Hovered high above the lock
Thinking to myself
While hearing the ticking of the clock.
And slowly as I ever could
I?m bringing down my hand
Locking the door tightly
As tightly as I can.
Darkness swarms around me
I am swallowed up by fear
And the sobbing of my mother
Is the las
"I see you and I die.
I see you and it's pure ecstasy.
I see you and I feel the wind through my hair
And it lifts me off my feet.
You insult me.
You make me feel beautiful.
You're the power that I need.
You're the power that I want.
You're the power that could crush me
And stomp on me a million times,
Without ever hurting me.
You're joy.
You're sadness.
You're the things I hate in the world.
You're the things I love in the world.
You're the things that confuse me.
You're the person that never says a word to me.
You're my best friend.
You're the person I want to be
With for the rest of my life.
And once I see your face
The Pain On His Face by falling-dark-star, literature
Literature
The Pain On His Face
"I know the truth, but I know what my heart is saying too.
I look at him, and then I turn back to look at you.
I whisper, "I know, but this is the way it has to be."
I look back at him, and can't understand why the pain on his face you cannot see.
And once I think he's got you out of his system he goes running back to you.
And I still don't understand what's so great about you.
I see him a little while later and he tries to hold it back, but I can still see the pain on his face.
You left it there. There will always be a trace."
It Still Lives
June of 2005
you tried to kill my amaranth
with your picric acid,
but the garnet color,
was illuminated at midnight,
and you saw it was untouchable --
and then it let out a caw of dolor
for it felt like a gamin, a gamin
who needed to unclench,
but could not expel to do so, it could not, no matter how hard it tried
and i still don't know why? why did you try to
kill my amaranth? it had done
no wrong to you.
it petrified when you said petrify
it languished when you said languish
and it only did this for you love,
your touch, you kiss
why did you try to kill it?
it needs you like the electric lighting
nee
"Well, excuse me f.o.u.r. this lye and excuse me 4 this change of scene. But you've got nothing on me and I'm reinventing the way we breath....Love. I made it with the seconds passing and now I'm ending it with the beating of my heart."
"Obsessive Complusive people should not be allowed to drive. I've learned it the hard way. I'm too scared of the yellow lines and I'm terrified of Construction Workers. My name is Dylan Blue Justice and it is not pronouced Die-Land. I have an obsession with conditioner and I wear dresses over jeans. I never cut my toenails and almost everyone is my best friend. This morning I've straighten my hair two times and I'm not even done because it takes me three whole hours to get ready to go anywhere."
it says:
im not the kinda girl who says if i cant have u nobody will. so u just keep steppin cause im not messin up this makeup baby. im dressed and at my best ready to make a mess. he loves me he loves me not. sweet nothings never mentioned. three hail marys for my confessions. kisses lost. walk the plank. jista pirate chasing booty. arg. if only i could be everything u ever wanted. hey baby your driving me so crazy and whether u make it or break it ill have your back. dont forget it dont let it stab u in the back. dont turn the lights out now. i greater than 3 u. u just wait its 5:21 and our cigarettes are gone. dont make eye contact. its just a product their pushin. u sit there wishin plastic was a passion. what happened to the kids with their own fashion. everyones concerned with the cash and the size or their ass and making a pass at the girl in the yellow hat whos waving her bat. shes done with that so stop taking it back. what are u looking for ? do u think she really wants u. do u think that she really cares. she had curves that were specially customized. they made hearts up in his eyes. boom . bang. dont look so blue. u had a chance to deside who u were going to listen to. kiss me and say its all over. kick that fucking angel off your shoulder. shes not the the rest. u pretend to know her best. but shes the one whos got the best of u. dont hold back the surprise. u say it with your own eyes. ill fuck up the letters with a card that says please get better its 6 am and all your friends are passed out over pillows or hanging on the edge of a toilet. remember kids its down the river not across the stream. well be alright someday. someday well be alright someday. hes sleeping and hes dreaming we'd be bonnie and clyde, with u by my side i wont lack in pride but ill walk wit a smile brighter than sunshine. cant stop this. if only i could tell u how i feel. u could laugh in my back and it would be ok. maybe. these wedding shows make me depressed,. where the fuck is my dress? remain restless and overly defensive defiant as ever. catch my cooties so u can wear em on a necklace. is your favorite color still yello. do u still make stinky jello. do u think lettuce is chips. who holds yout hair back now? hey u over here. settle down with me. u heard me. settle down with me. at 8:30 in the morning. the clock goes off. we cant make it stop. just a reminder that u are gone. drip drop drip i want to be your drive by kisses. whip cream on top with a cherry. sprinkle on merriment. u just couldnt handle it. ill turn u on a little background music. lala. the best elevator music. splashin in puddles. u knew that trouble was my niddle name. his name for me was "girlfriend" im laughing. let the sweat drip down to my hip. as i take another sip. the ones u make are always the best. it makes my ass wiggle and jiggle just like this. booyah. because u always have me to light the candles and put u in a scandle. i could have laid in your bed forever. now i lay me down to sleep. pray that the dust bunnies will keep the boogieman from under my bed from ripping of my fucking head. hey you.